Thanks for the mention @LeeAase
MarTech.Health is a free industry resource tracking over 600 vendors across 40 service categories, including one for Content Management Systems – https://martech.health/content-management-system
You can sort by reviews/ratings, category focus, etc., plus anonymously message vendors with your questions.
Eliminates those pesky follow-up calls 🙂
Regarding your current situation, I agree with @reedsmith – step back, and assess your current situation before looking at particular software.
Feel free to contact me directly if you have any questions about MarTech.Health, or want to discuss your CMS options. I oversaw three major CMS projects at my previous job, and certainly understand what your facing.